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All Audio Poems written and spoken by : your Kindness sister Krissy 
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Photo by Prince Kumar on Pexels.com Dear God,
Bridge our hearts forward when we can’t touch the ones, we love, those distant and those we haven’t heard of,
with courage we dial numbers of love ones,
holding the phone while we pray – everything will be alright
right in the middle of panic
our water bowls are full- pouring out our earthen prayers
with fleshy tongues, we beat, we nail, we sail
into the waters that carry burdens,
into the waters that taught us to cry.
There in the teardrop, of mercy- to cleanse
and waters, that still sweep our prayers gently to the sky
Heavenly Mother, abba’ Father
God and I so urgent we turn our faces
kneel down in ash- that is our lives
Save us, has you’ve done so many times
Kindness sister Krissy
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The truth is, no one should have to walk around in shallow lands. Suffering shoulders to look over. The holes of discomfort growing bolder, the need for respite. To pause and reset.
the earth has its leans, its greens, its means of total upset,
sucking marrow and the bone. The old, and growing, no one knows ” what tomorrow holds”
in faith we pray a better world awaits, and healing blows like the winds.
and healing blows, like the wind.
kindness sister Krissy
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(photo- of my babies when they were small)
Some things are never forgotten, laboring souls that go to church
because we didn’t know, how to fight tired nights with weary days.
or the systems of oppression-recession,
systems that knock us down to the date, they go w-a-a-y back,
systems that refuse to acknowledge more external,
as to the wisdom of God
the creator of all that is,
both in & out-eternal
Prayers flooding beneath the red cushion-stains
the brown and grey wooden Briar-patch
Attach to us the impossible,
Miracles so wide spread they reach even the dead
so let it be said ,
we got up and walked
walked on water
moved mountains
“stopped the mouths of lions”
turned our “waters into wine”
we “touched the hem of his garment”
we “laid down our burdens”
for the last time
kindness sister Krissy
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Just the other day, I ran into the early years of myself. Barely, 4 feet tall, mostly all knees and elbows. I knew it was me, The sun became the smile on both sides of my cheeks. The wind never did know how to style my hair.
Laughter and I were two peas in a pod. Laughing so hard, til my spleen ached in between the moments of leaving home so mama could find another job and a better place to live. Those were hard and good times. Times of pruning and turning. Times uncertain yet worthy of learning.
They were the years the taught me the most resilience. Mama always had a bounce back, (back-bone) spirit. Even now, Mama still wears her smile like its’ Sunday.
She leans over from her hospital bed takes a few sips of steamy Chamomile and says “chile, just smiling, that’s makeup’ enough for me.”
Mama never did believe God made anyone old. Just grace enough to keep on living.
Mama: “getting old was a concept man made. You know, the beauty that God gave, never get’s old. Even when life beats at you or dust-your-coat a few times. So what! You gotta, keep picking up that dust. Blowin’ it back to the wind. If gets down into your eyes and makes your face, get all red and puffy. Wipe that snot off.
Mama: “Crying is the water of life. So if I’m crying, I’m still here. If I’m in pain. My body make a little noise at night . I’m still striving, cause I’m still here.”
“That’s alright by me.”
kindness sis Krissy
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Photo by Magda Ehlers on Pexels.com I wanted to count the days a little longer. Stay under the brightness of the winter-storm. Snow and sun, and snow, slightly picking up mesquite winds. Although our worlds are shifting.
Our Merciful prayers have never been the same. The baby birds were cooing underneath the misty drizzle. The temperatures steady but dropping. The sky and I, weeping over something weak and terrible.
I think we were enjoying too much of self pity as of late. Tasting salt droplets, like leftover pudding. Cream still there just harder, firmer now. Puppy wrinkles for eyelids and the sky too. Didn’t seem to matter much. Neither one of us seem to help the other.
Then my soul goes off without me, as if it should, wondering about darkness, sickness bending one and the same ashy-twig, frantic but holding.
Dear God, the weakness inside my soul seeps out like weeds.
the needs of your people, ever-growing but God, this is where you crack our heads open with miracles unfolding.
kindness sister Krissy


