
When the souls of the world press towards a sacred peace
the sun to smile in moments
the earth to bow her spirit’s seed
a cry for help so genuinely~Kindness sis. Krissy

When the souls of the world press towards a sacred peace
the sun to smile in moments
the earth to bow her spirit’s seed
a cry for help so genuinely~Kindness sis. Krissy

In the shortest moment of reflection, I’ve realized the more I’ve attempted in making something of myself, the more miserable- I am in the making. ( I’m in no ways giving up, I’m just saying)
Comparing myself to others, degreed or scrutiny. Employable or lazy. Pursuit or retreat. Mediocracy or exceptional. You get the point. Comparing myself to a non-forgiving stigma of what success looks like or rather burdened with.
As it turns out, my life’s needs could use simplicity, not more judgmental compromise.
So in this same moment, I’m setting sail to rejuvenate the soul, small steps in simplicity. Stretching out, for longer walks in December. Watching the sunlight, melt frozen icicles on the rooftops. Smell more scented candles: lavender, citrus, vanilla, rosemary, and mint.
Love is a regurgitating thing, loving even the wounded and their wounds~ kindness sis. Krissy
I’m not trying to go crazy,
running from crazy only wind up losing my mind.~kindness sis. Krissy
Many waters, drip down
into the bones
those lone dark roads
contentions breaking strange-friends
I say hello/ you say welcome
a paradox of good and evil
choosing roads less traveled/
wasn’t as hard as it seems/ God, can you hear me?
not knowing has played her part
harder still/ knowing,
in between the moments there sleeps
a tender silence, awakened by the floods
mimicking footsteps
echoing for the path
to become…~kindness sis. Krissy

1) The stories of my life are here to teach me
2) Am I listening to the stories long enough for precise improvement
3) As I sit down to write the novel, every single stroke has an impact
4) create a writer’s fail safety plan
5) Where have I buried the most valuable stories
6) Constructing writing routines around parenting
7) read. read.read
8) Take time and smile
9) laugh and be
10) just simply be
“You are never stronger…than when you land on the other side of despair.” Zadie Smith

I have a feeling everything has changed
light roaring at the darkness
darkness roaring back
sleepy skies, eyes coming apart
blue/purple/ ecstatic/ rose
All of us – Lions prowling
pyramids-of-people
icy-cold-mud/ pearly-glinting-snow
blue haze surrounding
sugar plants, schoolyards, and school zones,
lions on watch
shake a mane
pat a brow
rows-of-nonverbals
squeezed in a few more
slouched, in a fold-up chair
four rows, second column to the left
sticky gum, still-chewable
answer lion, roar silently
hairballs, cough
squeeze back a roar
cat it out now
lumps in the throat
if this is my life
not a hairless feline
nor a ghostly-shadow
nor somebody else’s paws
pretending/ and I’m not
A roar, is a roar, is a roar,
a spirited one
spears and sparrows
gardens, and thorns
bridges, and thickets
I hear the voices
of a thousand
women trapped
all in one
courage up,
brave it out, girls~kindness sis. Krissy